My Addiction.. lols..

Browsing and stalking my Angel Prince and Princess over the web.. lol.. guess, i could say has become my addiction.. coz sometimes when i don't have time to browse for updates about them, i feel weak and down.. lol.. last night was one example, my connection sucks last night.. i didn't have time to browse during break time at work coz we are rushing some work.. so i concentrated on working to have the job done on time even though my mind and heart is telling me to browse for an update of them even just for a minute or two.. but, i was determined to finished the work so i fasted and deprived myself from browsing because i reminded myself that i have a connection when i get home.. but while browsing at home, my connection suddenly got cut.. my brother informed me that the problem is with the network provider >_< .. i tried to use another means of connecting on the net but it sucks as well.. sigh.. and i can tell you, during those times yesterday, especially last night, i was feeling a bit down but luckily the connection worked for a minute and i was able to see some updates about them then i felt good.. lol.. gah, i am addicted to my Angels, Prince Kim Hyun Joong and Princess Hwangbo Hye Jung.. kiya kka kaa ~~ 

again, today i didn't browse during break time because of work that needs to be done ASAP.. luckily and happily browsing now coz my connection is good to me.. heeee ~~ and now i am all smiles ^_________^ .. lol.. well, got to sleep early today coz i still have work tomorrow.. huh.. but still happy in am able to browse for updates about my favorite couple in the world.. lol.. :p

omo.. is it good or bad?????????? ottokae.. i am so addicted  >_<

but who can't be addicted to these two.. heeeee ~~

i wonder how are they right now? hmmmm.. i so miss them being together.. sigh.. wishing one day, someday, soon i will see them together again ^^ .. much better if i will see them in person.. heeeeeeee ~~~~

Panic Attack .. :p

this twit from my Angel Princess made the JoongBo World of some JoongBo followers/fans upside down.. haha.. mostly mixed emotions i guess.. lols.. one them is meeeehhhh.. lols.. 

well, here's the story.. to make my entry longer.. hahahaha

Last night i was busy preparing the stuffs for my brother's wedding.. with the help of my niece, nephews and cousin.. but of course, an addict JoongBo lover like me would always want to check her mobile and twitter and fb once in a while for some updates.. lols.. even on a busy day.. hahaha.. i have to tinker on my mobile for the updates.. lols..  so, i was so anxious as to know what's going on, but when i opened my twitcaster on mobile i saw my TL (timeline) ssoooo busy.. lols.. and i read one of my friend mentioned "Someday" by Nina.. gahhhhhhh.. that song.. that song.. i know that song from the heart.. then my tl got flooded by twits from my JoongBo siblings, everybody was like.. how can i describe it.. i don't know how.. hahaha.. but everyone's really going crazy.. oh is that the term? crazy in panic mode. hahahaahahahah.. then i checked her twit because they mentioned her.. and as i captured on the above pic, that's her twit.. lols

i was mixed emotions and i was asking myself, is she having problem with her relationship? is she trying to say she's moving on and letting go? coz i know that song  from the heart.. it's one of those songs that i always sing when i was having a heartbreak.. hahahahaha.. coz its one of the songs that helped me really moved on and let go.. lols.. "one day you will realize my worth but i will never be there for you.. and you will regret you took me for granted and didn't see my worth.. huh.. someday, you will have the greatest regret of your life.. i know my worth and i know i am a treasure.." lols.. that's what i've been telling myself then.. hahahahaha... but "Someday" of Nina is a nice song.. oh.. i'll share the lyrics here.. keke .. here it is..

Nina
Someday lyrics

Songwriters: VOLANTE, NYOY

Someday, you'll gonna realize
One day, you'll see this through my eyes
By then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared

I know you don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
Well, I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long, won't take long

CHORUS
'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

Right now, I know you can't tell
I'm down and I'm not doin' well
But one day, these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry sweet goodbye

CHORUS
'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place, Ooh
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, I know someone's gonna be there

Someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

Ahh yeah yeah

source: lyricsmode

back to her twit, when i was able to compose myself and talked to other fans.. well, i thought maybe she's just in her sentimental side/mood which each and everyone of us are sometimes.. haha.. even though we are so happy, we feel like listening to sad song sometimes.. lols.. oh, but not most of us of course.. just a few i guess.. lols.. besides who on earth .. either a man or a woman wouldn't see her worth???? gah, those people are just blind or .. don't know what term or word to use to describe those people who doesn't seem to know or notice her worth.. she's an Angel .. a real treasure.. you are blessed and lucky if she became a part of your life.. yeah.. she is.. WORTH MORE THAN A MILLION and MORE THAN A DIAMOND! ^^ ... you say i am just being biased because she's my idol and favorite Korean star? oh well, whatever you say.. for me she's a rare gem ^^ and i am blessed and happy to know her even just from far away ^^

okay, now i am busy writing while watching Barefoot Friends of my Angel Prince Kim Hyun Joong.. kekeke.. so i'll stop here.. have a great life everyone.. and as my Angel Princess Hwangbo Hye Jung said.. "keep smiling" ~~ God bless all! kiss kiss ~~

Just my Personal Ranting.. no editing.. lols.. just my feelings at the moment.. ahhooo

this is raw.. just written on a whim.. just want to rant a bit about my life.. roflmao.. well, just about me.. lols..

it's been 10 years since i entered the office where i am working right now.. gah, ten long years!! it's my Anniversary today.. April 10, 2013.. i entered April 10, 2003..

oh, it's my eldest Brother's Birthday too today.. Happy Birthday Kuya ^^

i entered office a year after my Mom left us.. April 13, 2002 when she bid goodbye, finally laid to rest and went to be with Papa God in heaven... sigh.. i miss her >_< but as what my Angel Prince Hyun Joong said, whenever you miss someone, just close your eyes and you will see them .. coz you feel them in your heart ^^

looking back, i realized a lot of changes had happened in my life.. i have learned to accept things as they come and learned to laugh more and smile often.. become more thankful for  the blessings that comes my way either in positive or negative way.. and learned to love myself more.. i gained new friends, old true-real friends remained but also lost some because they realized i am not the person they want me to be as their friend.. lols.. i might lost them but i have gained more ^^ and got a healthier relationship with my true-real friends.. 

but still, there are things that i wasn't able to change.. things that remained that i need to change.. things that i need to let go so i would be better.. things that i should just leave behind.. i just hope that through my life's journey, i would be able to move on and let go of those things that i have to let go so i would succeed in this lifetime and eventually fulfill my dreams... and no regrets when it's time for me to be on the second life... 

aaahhhh one thins is i wanna be like my Angel Princess Hwangbo Hye Jung, doing charities and helping the less fortunate >_< .. a dream since i was a kid, i remember when i was still in college.. first college University i entered, coz i changed school after one semester.. kekeke.. we were asked to write about our dreams and i wrote to say i want to follow Mother Teresa's footsteps, the living Saint then.. i want to be like her and to help the poorest of the poor..  now looking back, was it just all talk for me??? was i just so drawn to her story and in reality i really don't want to >_< gahhhhhh.. i feel so bad really..  i have so many reasons to myself, i say i don't have enough money to help... i don't have this and that.. gah.. why can't i be like my Angel Princess, a real Angel.. compassionate, caring and loving.. gahhhh, can i have just 5% of what she has? aaahhhh help me Papa God to be compassionate, caring and loving too.. gahhhhhh.. i really feel so bad.. aaahhh i really need to work hard to attain all my dreams in life.. but i do want to help the less fortunate too...

actually, there are so much things that i want to do.. so many things that i need to do.. if i won't act, i will run out of time.. as what my Angel Prince Kim Hyun Joong said, "Life is One Shot" .. so i have to give my BEST shot in this lifetime.. i don't want to leave the earth with all regrets in my heart.. i have to do all the things that i want to do.. act act act.. work work work hard.. please help me Papa God.. please help me.. will and determination.. courage and strength.. please lend it to me .. please Papa God.. Thanks so much ^^ 

ahoooo.. okay.. i'll stop here.. i have so many things i want to write still but my brain stopped working.. lols.. kidding aside, i lost my focus now.. hahaahah.. awhile ago there are a lot of things running through my head and i wanted to put it all here but now, i am just facing my netbook and not really knowing what i want to write.. awwwww.. crazy moment for me.. lols.. besides, it's already April 11, 2013.. i am supposed to post this April 10, 2013!!! roflmao.. okay fine.. whatever.. lols.. aja aja Fighting for me! Good luck on my life's journey ^^