My, His & Her ~~ "WORLD" ~~

How did i came to know my Angels

i wanted to write something about the past incidents that has happened, incidents that made my heart in rage (that's why i tried to research something about me, and put it on "Who Am I" .. lols) but i realized it really doesn't matter anymore.. i have learned a lot reading from other articles/blogs and from the exchange of comments that was left there.. i already let out the anger and shared my thoughts and left it on their comment boxes hoping for the best for everyone.. now it's time for me to completely move on and brush off the bad things that has happened.. as i believe in the saying, "Time heals all wounds", you can't forget but you can forgive and you move on bringing with you the lesson that you have learned from that incident.. and i am not doing it for anyone else coz i am doing it for myself and health ^0^ .. as what my fave Preacher had shared :

"A wise man said : Forgiveness is first of all a gift you give yourself.  Forgiveness is almost a selfish act - because of the incredible blessing the forgiver gets! ~~ shared by Bro. Bo Sanchez (my favorite Angel Preacher)"

"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned. Buddha"

So i am moving on and now i'll try to be the jolly optimistic Sagittarian ^_^ since i will pass only once on this earth, so i will make the most out of it :) and just focus myself and my thoughts on things that makes me happy and that includes my Angels ^0^ (guess most of the descriptions of the Sagittarian that i have found and shared on my "Who Am I" article is applicable to me.. lmao)

Come to think of it, i never really imagined myself to be in a world of fantasy, delusions, hallucinations, craziness, madness but also of happiness, giddiness, joyfulness.. oh shoot you give the description yourself whatever you want or feel about it.. lols.. oh yes, i do have another world other than the Real World.. well, its just my thoughts and my feelings speaking though..

what is this world that i am talking about??? a world that's makes me happy but crazy at the same time? oh well, it's the world of "Fangirling".  oh yes, i can say i am now a fan girl.. and a proud fan girl of my Angels, Prince Kim Hyun Joong and Princess Hwangbo Hye Jung ^_^ .. though i am also a fan of many inspirational speakers.. guess, i will talk about them someday too.. but not now, today is different.. today is about  me and my Angels ^_^

But before i go further, i myself wanted to understand what "Fangirling" means.. i have seen fans used it on twitter, i have heard other fans i have encountered say it... but what does it really mean??? i tried to search the meaning of it, and i found this..

 ~~ what is "Fangirling"? ~~

source : Urban Dictionary

1. the reaction a fangirl has to any mention or sighting of the object of her "affection". These reactions include shortness of breath, fainting, highpitched noises, shaking, fierce head shaking as if in the midst of a seizure, wet panties, endless blog posts, etc.
2. a gathering of two or more fangirls in which they proceed to waste endless amounts of time ogling, discussing/arguing, stalking, etc. the object of their "affection"

Now i am thinking, don't blame me for the meaning that i have shared here.. lols.. i am just curious what does it really mean and found that from the above source.. lols.. but how did i became a fan girl? and why did i enter in this kind of world?? hmmmmm...

but before you scroll down for more, i'm giving you a warning.. if you just want to read about Kim Hyun Joong's goodness, then just stopped reading here.. coz i'll be honest with you, in talking about my Angel Prince, i will be tackling some weakness or negative traits that i have noticed about him.. so, if you have a heart problem, just don't read for more coz you might get mad of what i'm about to say or your heart might constrict and find yourself to be in rage.. we have different experiences, views and opinions on how we came to love our idols, i am not saying that you have to agree with me coz these are merely mine and mine alone..  besides, i don't want to be blamed for someone's short of breath or rage.. huh.. so again i tell you, just stop reading from here and find some blogs that talks only of his goodness, there are a lot of blogs out there.. i am not going to be arguing with anyone who opposes or don't agree with my thoughts.. these are my thoughts, this is my blog and these are my experiences before i came to love my Angel Prince Kim Hyun Joong..

but for those who have an open mind and soul, welcome to My World ^_^ lols

i remember one fan and also my friend (Reneeh) in KHJ world shared this "I'll just take criticism.  I'm against people blindly complimenting me even if that person is a fan.  If that person really cares about me, I think they should tell me things even if it's painful.  That way I can improve. ~~ Kim Hyun Joong" oh, i love how my Angel Prince said it.. kekeke..  reality wise, if our family and friends really care about us too, how hurtful words might be i guess if they are really concerned about us, they will say or tell us what is wrong with us and i have experienced that and loved my friend who pointed the bad things about me.. bcoz it made me wake up from my stupid self.. lols.. oh well, this is a different story so i will just move on to what this blog is all about.. lmao

my Angels Princess Hwangbo Hye Jung
and Prince Kim Hyun Joong

as i have said awhile ago, yes i am a fan girl,  a crazy fan girl of my Angels Prince Hyun Joong and Princess Hye Jung.. coz i do find myself most of the time ogling, discussing, arguing with other fans or friends that i have met over the net about them (not stalking yet though.. so you think i have plans in the future?? lols.. guess so.. lmao).. i agree with description 2, but having millions of thoughts with description 1.. lmao.. for i haven't really reached to that level yet.. lols.. i've already met my Angel Prince Kim Hyun Joong in person when i had the chance to watch him during his Thailand Fan Meet, and all of us his fans who attended his fan meets were able to get the chance to go near him for hi-5 or shake his hand, fortunately i didn't faint when it was my time to do it neither have seizures or other things it said.. lols.. though i must admit i felt like i was dreaming and forget about Mr. Jeong (his best man), though i had planned before hand to shake his hands as well.. lols.. now i have opened this blog site to be able to talk about my Angels but i only write when i feel like it.. lols.. besides i have plans of writing not just about my Angels but life too in general and things that goes with it (so, i'm dreaming of becoming a blogger now.. lols).. i am not sure though until when i will be doing this, i might stop tomorrow so i don't consider this as endless, is it? lols

but how did i really came to be in this world of fangirling? looking back, i blame it on boredom.. lols.. i get hooked watching KDramas when 2012 came, after the small family gathering and exchange of greetings and fireworks were gone, retreating to my room i realized i wasn't that sleepy yet.. so i tried to discern my life and tried to stare for awhile and got bored with it.. then i remember the KDrama that i was dying to watch.. it was shown here in our country, Philippines. But since i have work, i wasn't able to follow it.. so i browsed for it and eventually after some time i was able to find a site that share the KDrama "You're Beautiful/He's Beautiful (YB)".. it is romantic, funny and i love it, watched it over and over and never get tired of it.. honestly right now, i already forgot how i did it, but i just found myself searching for more KDramas.. during weekends even on weekdays i endlessly watch these dramas, as if i don't have work at all.. lols.. but i guess i was just thankful that during that time, mostly i have Trainings so it was okay to be late.. lols.. i have watched "Winter Sonata (WS)" though i have already watched it when it was shown in our country, but since the leading man is my SoulMate Bae Yong Joon (wanna kill me again? lols), i watched it again, over and over.. keke.. i have watched "Boys Over Flowers (BOF)" but didn't noticed my Angel Prince there first.. because i was mesmerized by Lee Min Ho's gorgeous profile.. and i tried to search for him for more of his shows and found "Personal Taste (PF)".. like YB and WS, i never got tired watching it over and over.. i forgot the other KDramas i have watched but i tell you i have watched a lot.. oh i remember "City Hunter (CH)" but didn't like it that much, i just love Lee Min Ho and that's all.. lols.. i also remember "Heart's String (HS)", starring Jung Yong Hwa and Park Shin Yeh.. oh, i love that two and i love their HS.. i am also mesmerized by Yong Hwa's handsome feature and cuteness.. and i might say he's also a good guitarist and composer.. huh..  lots more dramas i have watched, some made me cry and some made me laugh.. completely i realized i became a KDrama addict.. lols.. 

while browsing and searching for more, i came to one of my Angel Prince's drama which is "Playful Kiss (PK)".. at first i didn't like how it started, the leading actress obsessed with this guy and running after him even though he takes her for granted and say hurtful things to her.. guess in a way i was able to relate to it.. lols.. coz i was like that girl once in my life (waaaaaahhhhhhaaaa).. i don't know why, but i stopped watching it after the 3 scenes, maybe because a wound was opened? lols.. i tried to browse for more KDramas but got lazy doing it so i ask a friend through sms who i know is also KDrama addict and asked her what dramas are good to watch.. then she gave me a long list and that includes PK and she told me that the leading actor there is Kim Hyun Joong who played the part of Ji Hoo in BOF.. so i got curious and had a second look of PK then got hooked on it.. i even searched for more videos about PK and found out their special version on youtube.. and i was so happy with it.. i kept watching it over and over.. found site that talks about it and written diaries that tells about the character's real feelings..

i tried to search more about how connected my Angel Prince and his leading lady in PK are. are they romantically linked? (coz i am a hopeless romantic ^_^ and i feel more giddy when the two actors in a drama has some special connection.. keke) but then i found none.. i have watched a behind the scene video of PK and i was like, "why is he like that? how come he got his coat from his leading lady and said he doesn't want anyone to use it (the video was English subbed) when it was obvious she's shivering in cold, he's not even a gentleman :(" so i got disappointed, how come a handsome actor like him acted like that!?? but then again, it's just one incident, his smile is really haunting and mesmerizing, i didn't realized that i am starting to get hooked on him.. because even though i got disappointed on that one incident, i never stopped searching and browsing more about him or maybe because i want to understand him better.. oh yes, there are a lot of videos of him that's really so damn funny.. making me laugh hard and feel like rolling, forgetting the bad things or problems that i am having.. just hearing/listening to his laugh made me laugh like crazy too.. lols.. then i stumbled upon LazerKim's blog site (if you want to know more about him, just go to that site) that talks simply more about his goodness and who the real Kim Hyun Joong is.. because of that site, i was able to feel connected to my Angel Prince.. so for new fans, especially those who wants to know who the real Kim Hyun Joong is, just go to that site and you will be amazed how wonderful a person my Angel Prince is..

i've also read other blogs telling about his childhood and how he became who he is now.. the hardships that he was able to endure and the hard road that he took..  how he was molded to be the wonderful person he became today ^_^  following him made me learn how inspiring his life has been.. he's such a great inspiration ^_^ not just to any but to many who knows who the real Kim Hyun Joong is and following him...

i love hearing his songs though i don't understand Korean.   And whenever i would hear him sing, my heart will be lost with his voice and the messages that goes with it.  Though he sings it in Korean language (his native language), which i have no understanding at all,  it feels like he is singing to me and speaking to my heart.  There's this one song of him that made me always cry, in english they say it is titled "If You're Like Me/If We Feel The Same". ooohhhhh that song really made me misty eyed.. oh not just misty, but my tears just freely falls...

i never stopped and get contented on just reading things about him, so i searched and searched for more anything that includes him, then i stumbled upon one video of his  show, "We Got Married (WGM)", it is a South Korean Reality Variety Show where two (2) strangers are paired together to act as "Husband and Wife" and experience what life would be like if they are married.  My Angel Prince is paired with my Angel Princess Hye Jung who is six years his senior.  On the first few episodes of that show, my heart would feel like being constricted because he is such a blunt-emotionless-young groom.   And i feel like, putting myself on my Angel Princess Hye Jung's shoes, i would be wishing the earth would swallow me in whole at that instant.  But her personality is really amazing, even though he would throw some harsh (just my opinion) words she would just laugh at it and things became a riot.  Because a cute-baby faced looking like him saying blunt words like that is a bit more comical and cute.  So even though hurtful words are thrown, you would just let it slide and still smile or laugh at it coz the way he said it is cute and charming ^_^ and that's how my Angel Princess handled him.  And as the show progress, i saw how he changed and became the sweetest-detailed young groom who is capable to be a great husband even though at his young age.  Though it was just a make-believed relationship, it felt like it was real (just my feelings).  But after watching it, i eventually moved on and searched for more about my Angel Prince Hyun Joong.

i tried to join twitter network site when i read from LazerKim's blog about it, because i want to connect to other fans to be able to share my excitement about my Angel Prince but then i got disappointed when a fan scolded me about a simple comment i made.  She said harsh things that broke my heart.  So i felt like, i don't think its the right thing to be on that network site because there might be a lot of rude people like her there.  But then LazerKim advised to not be disappointed and that there are a lot of wonderful fans of my Angel Prince and not all are a snob.  So i returned again on twitter world and eventually one fan named Angela introduced me to other fans and i felt connected instantly because i was able to talk about my Angel Prince without anyone scolding me or judging me.  I have met a lot of fan girls there who shared the same passion of loving my Angel Prince Hyun Joong.  At one point i met Chin there, she's a JOONGBO (Kim Hyun JOONG and HwangBO Hye Jung) fan and shared to me about them.  She kept on telling me about the JOONGBO tandem, how she loved the two and their chemistry.  And because of her bugging me about the two, i re-watched WGM and fell in-love with the two.  i don't know how many times i have re-watched that show already, but watching that show made me forget the bad things and problems around me.  Now i am a JOONGBO fan by heart.  Re-watching WGM when i feel sad.  And whenever i think about them, there's stupid smile that cannot be erased on my face.. lols.. Because that show is really hilarious, except the last part where they had to part (ooohhh that really made me cry my heart out >_<) coz my Angel Prince Hyun Joong need to concentrate on his acting for the BOF drama.  The wonderful personality of my Angels came out on that show and it's the reason that i now cheer on their tandem.  Hoping that one day they would have a collaboration and their chemistry will again be shown.

Now i am following both of them individually, completely forgot all about other actors and actresses (even my SoulMate, oh well since he's been silent for some time now.. huh), just focusing on my Angels and His & Her World, the entertainment world.  I want to be updated with what is happening in their life right now.  And knowing them better made me love them more because i learned how wonderful souls my two (2) Angels are.  Angel Princess Hye Jung is a committed and active participant in charity works and my Angel Prince Hyun Joong also helps on charities.  They are really such an Angel, walking on the face of the earth to remind us how God loves us so much..  looking at them and following their life, we will learn a lot and if we will try to imitate the goodness in them, i bet we too will succeed in life ^_^ .. my Angel Princess is so compassionate, loving, caring and gives so much without asking anything in return though i must say she got some temper.. lols.. my Angel Prince is hardworking, compassionate, loving, caring and you know what i love more about him, his charming personality and brightness that even though you feel down, just look at his handsome smiling face you will find yourself smiling as well ^_^ .. oh honestly both of them has got more wonderful personality/traits other than what i have already shared here,  this page wouldn't be enough if i will write it all here.. so i will just let you say to yourselves whatever it is that you find nice about them ^_^

My Angels Prince Hyun Joong and Princess Hye Jung

 Note : just captured these pictures over the net.. 

i'm sorry i don't know to whom i should give the credits to :(

but whoever owns this.. from the bottom of my heart, Thanks a Lot! ^_^

I think my Angel Princess has lie-lowed on the entertainment world coz i only see her on Muhan Girls show (such a hilarious show too i say) right now, though she can be seen in some events too but not as active as she used to be, while my Angel Prince is so active that i feel sad seeing him get sick while he performs.  He toured around Asia for his Fan Meets, he's been to Singapore, Hongkong, Taiwan, China and Thailand (where i was lucky to go and watched him perform live) and in between he has a lot of events. He had Guerrilla Live and concerts in Japan while filming for his new drama "City Conquest (CC)".  And other more events which require him to travel most of the time. God, just watching him seems to be tiring, what more for him who is the one doing it >-<

Right now i've been missing my Angel Prince because my Time Line (TL) on twitter has been so quiet, not much updates about his activities lately.. huh.. He hasn't travel out of his country (South Korea) lately but they say he is busy filming so i will just let him be.. lols.. It was said that CC will be shown around December 2012 or early next year but still not sure about it, it's just a hearsay.  Key East Entertainment Company (who manages my Angel Prince' career) hasn't released the official schedule of it's showing date.. But i am already anticipating for it.  But hoping and praying that he has time to rest coz he's been ill for a while and seeing him the past months on airports, it looks like he lost some weight.  ooohhhhhh he's such a hard headed guy, one time he still performed even though he's sick and cried because he said he wants to give his best with all of his heart but unfortunately his body can't do it :( .. apologizing to his fans when he should be resting :( and watching that touched/moved me so much, oohhh i just love my Angel Prince so much.. But honestly, i feel like we fans are the one who should apologize, because of us he already gets sick just so he can give us the best show and performance..  That's why i came to love him so much, coz even though he is already sick, he still think first about his fans >_< coz that's how important his fans are to him and that's how he loves everyone ^_^

I got excited when Key East shared or posted some of his pictures while filming CC and i have seen one picture wherein he was hugging his leading lady and yet the emotion can be seen on his eyes.  Oh how i got excited seeing that coz i know i will be expecting a great drama where my Angel Prince is on the lead though as they said CC is a full pack action-drama.. so i will be seeing him with some stunts as well.. ooohhhhh so exciting really ^_^

This is My World (fan girl world) and that is His & Her World (entertainment world)... we are so miles apart, i am down here while they are up there. lols..  But you know what? My Angels are so humble that you can be able to reach them and hold them if you try hard ^_^ .  I have already seen the handsome face of my Angel Prince in person and was able to shake his hand, but it was never enough.. lols.. so i still wish to see him again in person and watch him perform again live.. but i also wish to shake hands and smile to my Angel Princess ^_^ and see them perform together too coz both of them are great singers/performers ^_^

Oh by the way, this makes me giddy, you know what??? Key East Entertainment is my SoulMate Bae Yong Joon's Agency, so it means he is the "Boss" of my Angel Prince... ooohhhhh it's a small world after all.. haha.. you're asking what made me excited, nothing much, i just felt it myself what can i do??? lmao

oh i have to share this too, do you know what the funny part of being a fan of my Angel Prince Hyun Joong is? even though i got all this black around my eyes because i usually sleep late at night browsing and watching his hilarious videos, a lot of my office mates and friends (and not just one) told me that maybe i have a boyfriend because i am blooming and inspired! and those statement would always makes me ROFLMAO!!! i don't know if they were making fun of me, but maybe they were if there's only one or two or three of them.  But there are more of them telling me i look great! lmao..  And whenever they would asked me my secret, i would just show them the picture of my Angel Prince on my mobile and tell them proudly, it's because of Kim Hyun Joong... lols..  They would just laugh at me and won't believe me but i am just telling them the truth! aish jinja.. they just have to agree with me.. The reason i am happy is because of my Angel Prince Hyun Joong (and now of course of my Angel Princess Hye Jung too ^_^) and it's simple as that.. though i must admit there are a lot of things that makes me happy too but my Angels plays a big part on it.. kekeke..  I even told my friend, that my Angel Prince Hyun Joong is like my Mentor and favorite Roman Catholic Angel Preacher Bro. Bo Sanchez.  My Angel Prince inspires people though his world is on entertainment and following how he succeed in life, you will learn great things too that will help you succeed in life as well, and as for my Mentor Angel Preacher, he inspires people spiritually  ^_^ and following him you will learn great things that will totally make you succeed in life ^_^

ooopppppsssss.. this article is a bit long.. so if you browsed and read to the end,  i thank you from the bottom of my heart ^_^ .. i am not a real writer so forgive me if it's not written articulately.. oh this is just my random thoughts really but maybe one day who knows, i will learn how to write well too (hmmm.. seriously, do i really want to be a blogger???) LMAO

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well, ladies and gentlemen, be happy always and enjoy life to the full ^-^

Just to remind my friends.. "Great people talk about ideas. Average people talk about things. Small people talk about other people." Author: Unknown .. (so i guess i am just an average.. lols.. but oohhh i wanna be great) lols.. any ideas anyone??????? ^-^

"Do not do unto others what you do not want others to do unto you" - The Golden Rule (Cofucius)/Mathew 7:12 (Bible Verse)

God bless everyone! ^0^

~~ Simply MC ~~