There's a lot of things i've been wanting to say.. But my brain is not functioning well.. I envy those bloggers who can write a lot about any topic they want too.. hmmmmmm... Right now, there are a lot of things that i want to say.. my feelings, my views, my opinions, my ideas regarding Kim Hyun Joong's battle for truth on the scandal he was in... but i am really having a hard time expressing myself.. sigh..
hmmmmm.. Let's see...
Actually when it first broke out, i was so disheartened and so sad that i don't know if my being a fan girl is a right thing.. following and stalking (browsing for updates through the net) him and Hwangbo Hye Jung.. what's the latest update about them.. what's going on in their lives.. and since i am so far away from them, i could only rely on other fan's updates over the internet... i really fall in love with the Ssangchu Couple that i wished they are for REAL.. though my heart wishes for that but i know REALITY will hit hard when a certain time comes and it did when the news about him and his ex-girlfriend came about last year... i was like "What???" .. my world crumbled down.. i feel so hurt when i don't have the right to be.. i feel so sad when i shouldn't be.. but it got me so affected.. REALITY check, "What's wrong with me?" I asked myself.. i tried to lie low for awhile.. i tried to detached myself from my fan girl world for a while.. but.. tsk.. it didn't take that long.. i just couldn't.. Kim Hyun Joong's in a bad state.. a lot of people badmouthing him.. a lot of non-fans and fans saying worst of the worst things to him.. anything hateful, worst and bad that they could throw at him they did.. bashing him here and there.. and it hurts me a lot.. it pains my heart.. what can i do to protect him from such hates? i feel so down, there's nothing much i can do.. so, i wanted to stop browsing... i wanted to stop reading articles about him.. so i deactivated my twitter account and facebook accounts.. but then again, while trying to busy myself in the REAL WORLD, Kim Hyun Joong and Hwangbo Hye Jung never left my heart and mind... it didn't take long that i started with my other twitter account again, browsing updates of him and Hwangbo.. i made new facebook accounts but didn't add those fans who only knows how to hate him to the bones.. i stopped reading hateful comments about him but i continue to browse updates about him.. and keep praying for him.. keep praying for her.. i came to a decision that no matter what happens, as individual artists i will be supporting them, ALWAYS AND FOREVER.. TILL LIFETIME..
Both Kim Hyun Joong and Hwangbo Hye Jung became a part of my life.. I love them like a family.. my baby brother and baby sister.. even if i am hurting and in pain with situations they are in, i can never turn my back on them.. That's what family is.. "You tell them what they did wrong, scold them but never turn your back on them, instead you guide them to the right path and lead them to be enlightened"... those were my thoughts... Though the only thing i could do is pray for them.. for strength, for complete happiness, for safety, to be guided on their journey in this lifetime and many more.. I believe that prayer as what Dr. Vincent Peale said "Prayer Power Works Wonder", really works wonder..
Right now even though he's in Military serving his country (as it's mandatory for male Koreans to join Military Service), Kim Hyun Joong is battling for TRUTH! The truth behind what really happened to him and to his ex-gf... I believe him 501% .. I trust and believe Kim Hyun Joong.. he is a good man.. all the accusations that were thrown on him are all false.. all lies.. Truth shall prevail.. so in his journey towards truth, i could only send my support through prayers.. I will keep praying for him to win the battle.. for his Attorney, Atty. Lee to be guided with right facts to win the battle and win the case... with God "Nothing is Impossible" .. Kim Hyun Joong is a wonderful person, a wonderful son, brother, friend and i believe he is a wonderful boyfriend-lover and in the future when he becomes a husband and a father, he will be a wonderful one too.. great one at that coz i know how much he loves kids.....
if anyone would wonder why i became attached to them? hmmmm... well.. it just happened that way.. and i love them both to the moon and back ♥♥♥
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